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ME ME AND ONLY ME!
Mervyn Tan

8 October 1988
loves to PIG OUT!
proud to be a christian
never failing to be LAME..hee
well..actually i dunno wad a person i am
why not u tell me?
im a very people person..can't survive without people
oh..& person..hee..go figure
wanna noe me? talk to me then..haha...





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*constance*
*enling*
*weng yin*
*lucas*
*claudia*
*cherie*
*maria*
*jonathan*
*amanda*
*moritza*
*david*

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Tuesday, 24 July 2007

Wondered where i've been? Colour explains it all..SAF, National Service. Enlisted 10 April 2007, ORD 09 April 2009, finished my BMT, posted to SISPEC and stuck there for now..

Spent about 4mths through mud, sand, grass, trees, forests, jungle, sweat, sun, moon, rain, bugs, guns and bullets. Every moment putting my mental, physical and spiritual strength, into various test each long day.
My physical nemesis called me..my knee and occasionally my ankle.
You want to do well so much and please those close to you but yet it's not easy especially with this nemesis stalking you. Going through navigation exercises, you can't navigate your own mind. I'm trying to find my bearings in my weariness.

Push yourself to become stronger. Sometimes your mind clicks, found your motivation and you carry on. The next moment, back to square one. Climb up and down a knoll, head left and right and continue weary. Fall into a quick sand and the more you struggle, the deeper you sink.
You hope others would understand the uneasiness that it's not simply going through physical weariness but mental strains like loneliness, emptiness, fear, disappoinments and failures. It's no longer like the past where it's pure physical torture.

Perhaps i am weak? Maybe i'm not fit enough to be who i'm suppose to be? Who am i suppose to be? What was i suppose to achieve? Pain is no longer like that but it comes subtle as you spend each week in and out.

Still, i have to keep the promises in my heart. Promises made by my Creator, my Helper, my Comforter, my Shield and Defender. His grace is sufficient for me. He gives all things well though i fail Him so often. He grows sad when He sees me faulter and chastens me for He loves me. Each day He takes care of me, but how often do i think of Him? How much faith and trust do i put in Him? How much of my life do i offer up to Him?

Tell me you'll still be there..


OINKING AWAY...